Oops past midnight alreadi (6 more days be4 dear dear comes home)

Didn't realise past midnight alreadi, so now is sat (s'pore time). Just finish bathing for Toby (11 plus) & myself. Toby's fast one hee (forsee he might go up to bed tonight to sleep w me so hee wants him to smell nice nice, see details below & u will know why ok). Then followed by i bathed. So sad, noticed i dropped a lot of hair recently. Before i straightened my hair, i hardly see any hair on the floor but thereafter can find my hair anywhere and everywhere, so so sad. i alredi not much hair. Guess its becos the hair is very dry & entangled, so whenever i comb, the hair breaks unnaturally. Also, becos i m not very discipline in putting hair serum on my hair everyday. Still not used to it,but guess need to turn into habit/rountine.

Ok, this is going to be a long blog ok as i got few things to update. Let's start on Thu night 1st ok.

Thu Night (Part II)
Followed up fr my last blog, i did the aroma mask. Mm i don't like the smell. A bit too strong for me and the mask realli full of gel, as compared to my nitrogena mask. For a start, i only put on for 15 mins instead of the suggested 20 mins. Closing to the end of 15mins, i experience a stinging feeling near my lower cheek area, so i hurry hurry take off and wash away. But overall, i find the mask not bad (but need to try a few more times to testify). The next morning i find my face not tt oily and my redness on my forehead seems to reduce a bit (hee maybe psycho ha ha). But now (i.e. early sat morning, 12.45am, the redness on my forehead worsen. I begin to suspect whether is it becos of the cuttlefish that i snack a bit by bit..mm everyday? as cuttlefish is supposedly to be very toxic for the body, so i hurry hurry drink lots of water fr now and stop snacking on it) Or again is it the signs of PMS? But again this time rd is the worst i gotten.

Oh No what if dear dear gets a fright when he sees me next week!!!

Fri - The whole day update
ok now how abt Fri. Let's start from early morning. Be4 i slept i read the bible & the bs book. I read chapt 1 twice but it simply didn't register in much except someone fr campus crusade. Guess i am too tired and distracted by boy boy. He wants to play. But actually its me lah. I hope that he can come in to accompany me. Tried the other night but failed (i brought in his bed but he simply dare not come in at night. Strange). So to assure him, i play fetch with him at the door. Slowly step by step, he came in to sleep with me (hee pls don't ask me where okie...secret..) But just for a mere 5 mins then he disappeared into the thin air (back to his comfort zone - sofa la). Then, something strange happened!!! Somewhere around 5am he pretended to walk along the corridor and all the sudden jump onto the secret place and slept with me. So shock but glad. Really enjoy having another warm body around, and hearing it breathe. At that instance, miss dear dear sleeping nxt to me. When he is ard didn't really appreciate it. When he is back must hug him tight tight.

Oh ya talking abt sleeping. 1 thing for sure i can do better w/o any lights on. Yet i still can't sleep thru the night. Still will wake up middle of the night for toilet/tea breaks ha ha. But even when sky is ard i m a light sleeper too. Hope i'll cope better as days go by hee hee (in no time he'll be back)

Next thing, mm 2nd day (moving to 3rd day alredi) aft i stop medication..still no red sign (i mean menses)..mm a bit sad but still ok. Sad becos aiyah got to eat medicine all over again. But i begin to suspect that it may not come as the PMS seems to be disappearing gradually. What to do "human count no better than sky count". Will continue to pray. God knows what the best for me. If by sun doesn't hv, need to go see dr chen. Ok i stop here on this, more i share, the lousier i feel. Silly me la.

Ok let's go to aft. In the afternoon, i cook my fav ABC soup! I like it a lot, juz itself its gd enough. In the aft, i pair it off with rice top with pork floss (another of my fav). At night i pair it off with fried egg & rice hee. Oh ya, i realise there is diff way of cooking ABC soup, my mil cook diff fr mine. I guess mine is a cantonese version. The recipe as follows (do share with me yours if it differs fr what u know ok so that i can try diff version). Ingredients include potato, carrot, sweet corn, yellow big onion, spare ribs, red dates & gou qi zhi. All these ingredients are full of vits! Red dates & gou qi zhi are gd for blood circulation and eye sight. And this soup is supposedly gd for the complexion!!

After lunch, zzz monster kicks in and took a sinful short nap with Toby. Oh no. Woke up feel so guilty as tummy will surely grow.

I began to do spring cleaning again. Today i vacuum the floor, every corner, shift the sofa and vacuum underneath, wash sofa covers & wash the remaining dining chair covers. So tired. Need to leave mopping till sat.

Toby's eyes had been following me when i do the chores. I know he is bored and needs attention.

Suppose to meet cindy but in the end didn't. Somehow juz want time alone (hee a bit regret as no one to talk to, realise i super auntie, need to talk and meet pple, if not can die hee). But the time, i finish the chores alredi 7 plus. Start to cook rice and fry egg for dinner. Hee really enjoy the soup. Toby's saliva also comes out. Rest of the night, simply juz glue to the tv. Carrying toby like a baby hee.

Ok i guess that's abt it. Sat aft got bs at dan's place. Judy asked if our hse is opened but i scared if my menses come and painful how so better not. Yet mmm (shake head)

Now my motivation is to count down daily for dear dear to come back. Oh ya dear dear called me and said everything's well (except for the super cold weather). As i see his blog, i really prefer to stay in S'pore. I guess i am not tt adventurous aft all. Can't imagine if Toby & I need to go over to U.S (or anywhere else).