Friday, December 28, 2007

Its been 6 days

Its been 6 days since i left for utah. Now is 10.44pm over here.

1st thing on my mind is toby boy. I miss him. These are the last pics i took of him when we are at my mum's place. Miss him and i called home often to check on him, so far so good. He is very attached to my mum and always finding someone to play fetch with him :)

My toby boy and my dad patting on him.

And below i tried to edit the photos i took w him earlier. He so cute, like a baby.

New Timing

Ok changed the blog settings to new time zone :)

Testing

Hello! Testing my blog's timing. Dunno if its s'pore time still. If so need to change.
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Ok changed to U.S (mountain time)

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Updates

Its been a while since i last update my blog. Have been rather busy cooking, adjusting to life here and also adjusting to the super cold weather here. Slowly my body is failing to adjust to the coldness here. Body ache comes along. So i boil myself as well as dear dear those chinese drinks i know of to slowly restore my energy.

I must say its really cold here. Once there was a heavy snow storm and snow hitting on my face as i am walking on the streets while shopping. Nice feeling but rather cold and my clothers ain't enough. So dear dear bought me the following - 2 pair of shoes and a winter jacket. Indeed most of the things here are cheap. Oh ya i also bought myself a pink sweater at USD10, nice and cheap from walmart (smthg like carefour).

Below are the pics.

What else i did here so far. Main thing is grocery shopping as it is unlike in s'pore where i do daily shopping. Now here is weekly shopping and no pack lunch. So now also need to prepare lunch as well. Wow really not easy being hsewife. Esp when u don't drive. If you drive, u can still pack lunch if u are lazy to cook.

And here is super dry. Need to put moisturer aft moisture. When u on the heater is even dryer. Guess its abt adjusting in a 4 seasons climate. But one thing i enjoy is touching the snow. So soft.

Oh ya one thing that need adjustmt is no chinese prog on tv. All english hee. But lots of shows, movies, variety shows etc.


And we went to the chinese mart to get chinese grocery. Hm very diff. Things not as fresh and ya the meat and seafood here taste so diff!! Not nice but need to accustom to it. Hm becos comes fr diff sea and diff feedings?? Ha ha



I am now with dear

Hi everybody, esp judy, I am safe and sound here. A quick update on me and more to come as dear dear goes to work tomorrow, 26 Dec. We are 1 day behind s'pore.

1st day the weather still not too bad, can still cope as i hv 4 layers on me. But the next day was super cold and now has bodyache. Saw snowing yest! Was excited but really super dober cold. Ever driving was so unsafe. All the cars drive so slowing 30-40km/h. Except for those seasonal ones. The other thing is dryness. I miss the himidity in s'pore. And becos of the heater in the car, one can doze off easily as oxg level is low. Also as we drove thru the mountains to get to a nearby center to get some clothings for me, i have giddiness. Dear dear said its common due to altitude sickness as he kept reminding not to workout too much as the oxygen is thinner here.

Overall is fine and glad to know toby is fine too.

Oh ya lastly i bought a new pair of boots as the charles & keith boots simply cannot withstand the cold here. My feets were so painful while walking as it was very cold

Ok got to go. Need to get some grocery as tomorrow dear dear goes to wk and i'll be hm alone. Will update more next time and photos.

Friday, December 14, 2007

Toby is getting better

As days go by, Toby is getting better. He still whins at night but the duration is getting shorter and shorter. And yest, we finally bathed Toby! The maid watched as i demostrated. Also i showed her how to clean toby's ear as well as cut his nails.

While cutting his nails, i get the maid to touch him so that Toby won't be afraid of her. Slowly i let the maid carry Toby. And toby allowed it! So happy! Past few days we tried and he simply flew away.

I just came back fr the wet market. My mil brought the maid to buy some clothes and for me i buy some dried stuff to be sent to dear dear. I bought dear dear's fav bat kut tay. He only like this particular brand. I also bought dried chili and other stuff. Things i think won't be able to get there. But in small doses la to get over for the time being. Dear dear will bring me their chinatown.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Toby is still adjusting

On the 2nd night, still hear toby whining. So sad. On and off he will whin. I heard him at 11.30pm, then 2am. My mil said she heard at 4-5am. My heart really aches. Now my boy is sleeping at his couch while i on sofa updating my blog. He must be very tired. Poor boy.

This morning, he woke me up at my door! I am utterly surprised! I thought that came fr downstairs but just outside my door! He really misses me alot. So at 7plus a.m i woke up. Frankly, i m tired physically but to see Toby brings me joy. So i woke up and trained him not to go up the stairs. He never does it when we come back on every sun. Guess he really misses my presence.

But just like daddy said: "He will grow up after this ordeal, we will pick him up a big boy then..."

Hope that next few days he will adjust better.

Ok as for now, i go and a short nap at the sofa, near him...

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Another day with Toby

Another night has come and I pray that Toby will be good boy today. I am now tired. Managed to catch a short nap this afternoon. Thereafter, being called back by my fil to set up a LCD screen display. By God's grace, i was able to do it, hee after a few hrs of figuring. My mil was amazed by my patience. But u see its my fil hee, if by myself i may hv given up long ago and try another day.


Today, toby behaves not too bad except for a big no no that i have to scold him and pull his neck. He ate bones fr the dining table! I dunno what gave him the courage to do that! My fil usually has the maid to clear his bowl and cutery aft meal. So toby seeing the bones resting there, welcoming him. Went for it! And the whole world fell down. Start screaming ard..hee not really scream la..but enought attention is given hee ;p

Will continue to teach him. Today there isn't a chance to bath toby as the maid is really busy. Can understd hvg so many pple under one roof and she takes care of the chores. I chip in a bit to help her fold clothes as well as to talk to her abt taking care of Toby.

Oh ya, tomorrow going to collect air ticket. Will be flying on 23 Dec. Fr the news, it seems like really cold in states. A snow storm hit midwest and i no idea if utah is anywhere midwest. But shldn't be too far. So keep praying for dear dear's safety. Pray with me if you can. Thks very much.

Not sure if i can take the cold but i wld like to be with dear dear to go thru it together. Don't want him to be alone. Two is always better than one.

Dear, remember this small little gift i gave you some time back. Also, brought back many fond memories as i slept in dear dear's rm. Indeed till today, you are precious to me.

"Dear everybody's not the same. You hv a look, you hv a name. Your outside's just what others see. But inside you are precious to me."

It was a long night

Indeed it was and a heart aching night. Last night toby was whinning and crying at the backyard till 3 plus a.m. Guess he is really not used to sleeping outside. But he has to learn. So hard to hear him cry and not able to do anything. Its a journey he has to go thru. Soon it'll be fine.

At the same time i struggle if he is too loud for brandon, pils and others at home. So i went down to sort of scolded him. And the last thing i did (which i cld hv done earlier) was to pray and by God's grace by 4am, he was quiet. Pray that tonight he can cope better. My mil is worried that my bil and sil won't hv gd sleep as they are very sensitive to noise. Actually i did hear someone sigh angrily last night. ;p

Over here Toby will be a normal dog i guess. Just sit around and sleep, eat..The thoughts just makes me sad. But again its a journey for him that he has to go thru...soon i may hv a baby and may not hv as much time for him as before.

Toby, daddy and mummy love you.

Monday, December 10, 2007

A new home for Toby

Today is our 1st day at my pil's place. Really thk my sis for helping me out. Taking the barang barang and driving me here. Really don't think i can managed alone with both toby and my luggages. Hee we have quite a lot to bring. A quick snapshot of them.

Its another rainy day and going to teach toby not to step out during the rain so that won't mess up the living area. Hmm going to be a challenge on this one. Also at the same time, need to train toby and blackie to live in harmony. Blackie can be quite jealous and territorial. Yet at the same time, my naughty boy wanna plays with him, and step his 'tail'. Guess my boy also wants to make his 'territory' here.

Oh ya am really thkful that my mil found a baby chair. Supposedly for brandon but was too old so handover to the dogs. Hee am thkful that Toby likes it so i bravely brought the kid sofa seat to the living area so that Toby won't be at the back yard alone. So there he is sitting with us. And my pils have no qualms abt it and i am really thkful for it. Really thk God for this surprise gift for Toby.
Ya tomorrow will teach the maid how to bath Toby and also plan to go with mil to buy present for dear dear's ah ma birthday celebration on this coming Sat. Another relative meeting up session. Sure they'll ask abt baby.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Busy Day

Today has been a busy day as well as yesterday. In the end, i didn't go for haircut yest as i was so tired after waiting and seeing 2 consecutive docs. Today suppose to meet my other ex-Singtel colleagues for dinner but in the end cancelled as one of my girlfriends is sick. Actually I am quite thankful about it as i am preoccupied with wanting to clean the house and PMS uncomfort. Last night God assured me that He is in control and asked me not to worry. Indeed, He is in control and I get to stay home. And my menses came! So am thkful that i am resting at home. Nevertheless i was able to clean up the house and wash toilet.

I miss dear dear again and am thkful that we skype today ;) He has recovered pretty fast. Thank God.

Once again i hv mixed feeling of staying here and going over. I shld rest in the Lord.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Going to be a long update

Wow its been a while since i last update and dear dear has been asking why i didn't update. Ya, has been rather busy lately. Packed with activities or simply lazing at home with Toby.

Here I am going to recollect my memories of today and past week.....

Today - 3 Dec (Mon)
about toby boy...
1stly, my dear toby is even closer to me than ever. Now he sleeps with me every night under the blanket. And now he is now on my lap. He is with me wherever i am. And each time when the skype sound is on (dear dear calling me), he will pop by and climb up the study chair. Dear dear will always see the both of us on screen. Dear dear misses toby very much, much more than i expected. Hmm dunno how toby will cope when we both are away. I am thkful for judy for remembering toby in prayer ;) so sweet that someone will pray for him ;)

below are the words fr dear that makes me miss toby even more ....to others he may be just a dog but to us he is more than a dog, he is part of our family

"though i missed them, only dear can come along. i may not be able to understand how an animal will feel having his everything taken away from him.. to toby, he will not understand that this is temporary or just 6 month, there is no time and future to his mind.. poor toby will just think that we have forsaken him.. he will just keep waiting and waiting at the door, below the car waiting and waiting for every car to pass, for every familar sound to anticipate we are back to collect him home.. " yh

about dear dear...
Dear dear is sick. Skype w him and he is down with flu. So heartache to see him sick and no one ard to take care of him. How i wish i can teleport like Hiro (in Heros). Can tell fr dear dear's eyes he is not well. Today i called up Fed Ex on courier to U.S. Ever since 9/11, things are so troublesome. Everything you wanna courier, you need to declare and get some sort of item code and put on consignment note. Really troublesome. In anyway I have set aside next week to buy things to send over. This mth calendar is packed. Even dear dear is amazed hee.

Oh ya its snowing there. Hmm within a short period of time, the place has turned white!! Below are the pics dear dear took, then and now...

about myself ...
Today supposedly to go see skin doc but change to tomorrow as 2moro going to Dr Fong at Gleneagles, so schedule 2 at the same day. Oh ya thought of cutting hair today but aft skyping to dear dear, sort of tired. Also the construction downstairs and renovation upstairs are driving me nuts. Hmm i vent my frustration on dear dear (so sorry abt that dear). Today really not my day, the laptop is getting slower and slower ever since Norton asked us to 2008 version. What the??? Anyway its better now, given dear dear said restart the wireless connection. It really does help.

At night, went to my sis' place for dinner. She bought roast duck. Yummy!! Thereaft, we played scribble together. Hmm nice game. Long time no play. So cute we hv laptop beside us to verify on the words we form. Hee i won! I scored the highest, 183 pts ;p

Hmm i shld bring some games on board the plane to play. Hee pray that there is some kind and lonely soul who is willing to join me for a game or 2 ha ha. I also thought of mahjong ha ha ;p

That's so much for today.

2 Dec (Sunday)
I went to church. By God's leading i believe. I woke up late and the usual me will be super panicky but somehow as i learn (still learning) to listen to God. He assures me that He is with me and not to worry. There is this peace flowing thru my heart as i travel my way down.

I reached at 11.30am and the doors to the sanctuary is still wide opened. Pple are singing worship to the Lord. Its a special feeling to step into church once again. Into Father's house. Memories of those days while dear dear was away in UK studying came and i went to meet God 1-to-1. I thank God for yest. Didn't know why i was there till i was there. It was communion Sunday and God reminded me that Jesus' body and blood have redeemed me.

Thereaft, went down to the hall to join the children to eat biscuits and drink rose syrup. Though alone, not alone. Really enjoyed it. Afterwhich took bus and train to visit my pil. Have a gd chat with them & shun. My pil miss yh and we start chatting away.

In the evening, ah ma came and we went to have dinner at AMK. 15 dec we will be celebrating ah-ma birthday, hmm 93th birthday? By 10 plus my bil drove me home.

Oh ya, we celebrated my sil's birthday too. Below are few snapshots of brandon and mummy and many more for dear dear. Brandon starts teething so kept chewing and biting hee.
Dear especially for you....
Your goodlink park and blackie; and our palm doing well there ;)
We at AMK makaning. Ah ma, mom, ur sis & brandon
Ah bing's hp fr China - Solar ph. Uses solar energy! So cool! Got stellas too!











That's end of Sunday.

1 Dec (Sat)
Fellowship day. All came except Shirlene and Frankie. Guess preparing for marathon run nxt day. The kids were playing happily. Such a joyful scene. Its since a while that we prayed together for each other and i really enjoyed such kind of fellowship. Oh ya this year t'mas theme is cultural night. Each family will represent a culture or ctry and do some research and pray for them. Really meaningful.

Dear dear below are the snapshots of the TP cell. And Hannah asked abt you. She keeps reminding us must bring her to wild wild wet. We must remember ok. Love her.
Thereaft went to my cousin's 21st birthday at SAF yacht club. Its a nice and quiet place. He is big boy now and get to see his gf (hee but not confirm confirm, he paiseh). Enjoyable time. Took pics with him and my cousins ....below pls enjoy









29 Nov (Thu) - Met Roy
Its really a very very beneficial time to me personally. I learnt alot abt myself. So so much. So much that i felt i hv seem not to really know and trust God for past 10 over yrs of knowing God. Should i say i know God intellectually but not with my heart.
Now i am learning to really listen to God's voice. He is really a good God. If anyone wld ask why i am yet to be a mom, i guess i know the answer now. God knows I am not ready. He wants to prepare me.
God, thk you.

Guess that's all i hv to share for now. Will be meeting friends these few days.