Going to be a long update

Wow its been a while since i last update and dear dear has been asking why i didn't update. Ya, has been rather busy lately. Packed with activities or simply lazing at home with Toby.

Here I am going to recollect my memories of today and past week.....

Today - 3 Dec (Mon)

about toby boy...

1stly, my dear toby is even closer to me than ever. Now he sleeps with me every night under the blanket. And now he is now on my lap. He is with me wherever i am. And each time when the skype sound is on (dear dear calling me), he will pop by and climb up the study chair. Dear dear will always see the both of us on screen. Dear dear misses toby very much, much more than i expected. Hmm dunno how toby will cope when we both are away. I am thkful for judy for remembering toby in prayer ;) so sweet that someone will pray for him ;)

below are the words fr dear that makes me miss toby even more ....to others he may be just a dog but to us he is more than a dog, he is part of our family

"though i missed them, only dear can come along. i may not be able to understand how an animal will feel having his everything taken away from him.. to toby, he will not understand that this is temporary or just 6 month, there is no time and future to his mind.. poor toby will just think that we have forsaken him.. he will just keep waiting and waiting at the door, below the car waiting and waiting for every car to pass, for every familar sound to anticipate we are back to collect him home.. " yh

about dear dear...

Dear dear is sick. Skype w him and he is down with flu. So heartache to see him sick and no one ard to take care of him. How i wish i can teleport like Hiro (in Heros). Can tell fr dear dear's eyes he is not well. Today i called up Fed Ex on courier to U.S. Ever since 9/11, things are so troublesome. Everything you wanna courier, you need to declare and get some sort of item code and put on consignment note. Really troublesome. In anyway I have set aside next week to buy things to send over. This mth calendar is packed. Even dear dear is amazed hee.

Oh ya its snowing there. Hmm within a short period of time, the place has turned white!! Below are the pics dear dear took, then and now...

about myself ...

Today supposedly to go see skin doc but change to tomorrow as 2moro going to Dr Fong at Gleneagles, so schedule 2 at the same day. Oh ya thought of cutting hair today but aft skyping to dear dear, sort of tired. Also the construction downstairs and renovation upstairs are driving me nuts. Hmm i vent my frustration on dear dear (so sorry abt that dear). Today really not my day, the laptop is getting slower and slower ever since Norton asked us to 2008 version. What the??? Anyway its better now, given dear dear said restart the wireless connection. It really does help.

At night, went to my sis' place for dinner. She bought roast duck. Yummy!! Thereaft, we played scribble together. Hmm nice game. Long time no play. So cute we hv laptop beside us to verify on the words we form. Hee i won! I scored the highest, 183 pts ;p

Hmm i shld bring some games on board the plane to play. Hee pray that there is some kind and lonely soul who is willing to join me for a game or 2 ha ha. I also thought of mahjong ha ha ;p

That's so much for today.

2 Dec (Sunday)

I went to church. By God's leading i believe. I woke up late and the usual me will be super panicky but somehow as i learn (still learning) to listen to God. He assures me that He is with me and not to worry. There is this peace flowing thru my heart as i travel my way down.

I reached at 11.30am and the doors to the sanctuary is still wide opened. Pple are singing worship to the Lord. Its a special feeling to step into church once again. Into Father's house. Memories of those days while dear dear was away in UK studying came and i went to meet God 1-to-1. I thank God for yest. Didn't know why i was there till i was there. It was communion Sunday and God reminded me that Jesus' body and blood have redeemed me.

Thereaft, went down to the hall to join the children to eat biscuits and drink rose syrup. Though alone, not alone. Really enjoyed it. Afterwhich took bus and train to visit my pil. Have a gd chat with them & shun. My pil miss yh and we start chatting away.

In the evening, ah ma came and we went to have dinner at AMK. 15 dec we will be celebrating ah-ma birthday, hmm 93th birthday? By 10 plus my bil drove me home.

Oh ya, we celebrated my sil's birthday too. Below are few snapshots of brandon and mummy and many more for dear dear. Brandon starts teething so kept chewing and biting hee.

Dear especially for you....

Your goodlink park and blackie; and our palm doing well there ;)

We at AMK makaning. Ah ma, mom, ur sis & brandon

Ah bing's hp fr China - Solar ph. Uses solar energy! So cool! Got stellas too!

That's end of Sunday.

1 Dec (Sat)

Fellowship day. All came except Shirlene and Frankie. Guess preparing for marathon run nxt day. The kids were playing happily. Such a joyful scene. Its since a while that we prayed together for each other and i really enjoyed such kind of fellowship. Oh ya this year t'mas theme is cultural night. Each family will represent a culture or ctry and do some research and pray for them. Really meaningful.

Dear dear below are the snapshots of the TP cell. And Hannah asked abt you. She keeps reminding us must bring her to wild wild wet. We must remember ok. Love her.

Thereaft went to my cousin's 21st birthday at SAF yacht club. Its a nice and quiet place. He is big boy now and get to see his gf (hee but not confirm confirm, he paiseh). Enjoyable time. Took pics with him and my cousins ....below pls enjoy

29 Nov (Thu) - Met Roy

Its really a very very beneficial time to me personally. I learnt alot abt myself. So so much. So much that i felt i hv seem not to really know and trust God for past 10 over yrs of knowing God. Should i say i know God intellectually but not with my heart.

Now i am learning to really listen to God's voice. He is really a good God. If anyone wld ask why i am yet to be a mom, i guess i know the answer now. God knows I am not ready. He wants to prepare me.

God, thk you.

Guess that's all i hv to share for now. Will be meeting friends these few days.